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Hi, I am Monica, 19. I am doing my graduation from a college of
Delhi University. I belong to a little backward class of family, specially my
mother. But, I don't like that reserved and backward thinking and believe in
living in 21st century and thinking in a modern way. The main drawback of my
mother's backwardness is that she doesn't have trust on me and more importantly
she wants me to live way she wants to. After every few days she asks me to show
my vagina. Yes she asks me to show my vagina to her every few days whenever we
both are alone. A lot of times in the morning if we get chance, she takes me
into the bathroom and baths me, specially to clean my vagina. Though she claims
that she watches my vagina to check, if I am not getting infected with any
disease or infection, but the truth I feel is that she wants to check, if I am
virgin or not. It sucks. The problem is not just in my mother but its in my
blood. She tells me that she also had to go through such check ups from her
mother and my grand mother(Nani) till the time she got married, which meant I
would also have to go through such stupid check ups till the time, I get
officially married.
Before, I started my graduation, I didn't have an problems with these check ups.
Sometimes, if she didn't do check ups, I used to get curious and indirectly ask
her to check. Let me be very honest, whenever she did check ups, she just
touched my vagina for a second or two and parted it. In these few seconds she
acted to check for any infections but she just checked the virginity. As I am
little bit educated, so I knew that such infections can also be aroused in men.
So I asked my mother once, does dad checks infections of brother also. To which
she said, he docent need any check ups. By this, I was absolutely clear that its
just a virginity test and nothing else. Now the problem was, as I entered into
graduation, a very good looking and good at heart class mate, Alok, 19 proposed
me and I couldn't say no.
Our relationship started, and he was in no hurry, but all this had to come. He
is a wonderful person and I was madly getting in love with him. As he was in no
hurry, so I also didn't think a lot about my idiotic virginity check up.s It was
our third month anniversary. We were watching a movie in a cinema hall. The hall
was hardly 25% occupied and we were sitting away from others. And suddenly he
came in towards me, he had lot of times come near me but just for small pegs on
cheeks. He came near me and said "I Love You." I replied, "Me too" And he kissed
me on my lips. I was surprised and I expected that. I couldn't stop him because
I think I wanted this more than him. We smooched deep. Our tongues were
exploring each others mouth. As it was first time for both of us so we were a
bit hesitant. He stopped and asked me "You want to watch this movie." I said no.
We stood up and went out of the movie. As I was walking I knew, what was there
in store for me and I was damn confused. We went to the parking and sat in our
car. He hugged me. He kissed me again. I was not able to control myself and
kissing him madly and playing with his nice hairs. Suddenly his hands entered
inside my top from back, I couldn't object. He moving his hands all over my
lower back to upper back. He took out one of his hands, brought them to front.
With one hand he pressed my 34B sized breasts and from other he unhooked my bra.
By this I came into my senses and decided that, I will not go ahead. I stopped
him. I was feeling uncomfortable both inside and outside. Why uncomfortable
inside is understood but I was uncomfortable outside for my unhooked bra. When I
stopped him, he asked me "What happened?" I replied, "Nothing. But I cant do
beyond this please for now." He started arguing with me. While he was arguing
with me, I had the fear that, he might force me to do all this. And if I do all
this, I will be in trouble at home. While arguing and thinking about all this,
suddenly tears came in my eyes or I should say it just got wet. He saw them and
cooled down. Obviously I hadn't told him about all these virginity test issues.
After that day, I started thinking about all these problem. I was in deep
trouble. How to sort it out, I was not able to decide. Suddenly I decided to
become a 21st century lady in my house as well. Now Alok never forced me to go
beyond kisses. After that day he never touched my breasts intentionally. One day
my mother asked me for the check up. For the first time I refused. She was
amazed. And requested me to show. I refused. She started shouting that its for
my benefit. I still refused. Suddenly a shout came, "Lagta hain kahin mooh
kaalaa karwaa ke aayi hain." That was the point. Even I shouted, "Lo dekh lo
kahin mooh nahin kaala karwaaya." I removed lowers and anties completely. "Lo
check kar lo aaj aakhri baar. Aaj ke baad nahin dikhaawoongi. I am 18+ and you
can not force me. Jo dekhna hain, jo karnaa hain aaj hee kar lo." I myself
showed my vagina. And continued shouting, "Lo aur bhi kuch dekhna hain?" I
quickly removed my top as well. And looking at this she went away. I kept
shouting, "Kahan jaa rahe ho? dekh kar jaao. Yahan koi infection nahin hote?
kisi ki beti ko 19 saal ki umar mein maa nanga kar ke nahin dekhti, bas humaare
khaandaan mein hee nangaa karne ka riwaaz hain. Aao poora nangaa dekho mujhe.
Photo kheech lo." That day i had an idea that it was last time all this was
happening, but I wanted to be cautious. After that she didnt ask me for 2
months. Though she used to ask me to show my vagina almost every month. Now I
was pretty confident that Vagina check up contract can now be given to Alok.
All these days Alok was absolutely cool and calm and didn't force me ever. Our
relationship was close to 6 months old and it was surviving on just kisses. When
I used to hear from my friends who were into relationship, I came to know that
they used to lie down with their boyfriend on first month anniversary itself.
Anyways my problem was solved. Now I wanted to give Alok, what he wanted. But I
also wanted to make it special and kind of surprise also. I was not getting a
proper chance. His birthday arrived. His parents were out of town for some
marriage I guess. He is the only son. So only he and his parents live in his
home. So, I planned a surprise. I decided that, we will make plans for his
birthday in afternoon or so and I will reach his home in morning itself. The day
arrived. At night, I wished him. We talked till around 1.30. We were very
romantic. IN the morning I woke up early and left for college officially. From
the way, I collected the cake. I had already kept his gift in my bag. His gift
was packed in lots of boxes i.e. one big box, inside that smaller box, then
smaller box and smaller box and so on. There were exactly 10 boxes, which were
packed in such a way that you have to open all 10 to reach the end. The gift was
"CONDOM". I purchased 3 different brands of condoms i.e. Moods, Kamasutra and
Kohinoor, all in chocolate flavor. Because chocolate is "our" favourite flavor
for desserts and cakes. Let me tell you that it was very embarrassing for a girl
to buy condoms and that too three packets and all in particular flavor and from
one shop. Oh shit that was shameful. But anything for Alok.
I reached his home. While reaching, I instead of getting sexual arousal I was
getting lot of negative feelings, not of my mother but of Alok. I was just
praying that once I reach his home, I find him alone and not surrounded by sexy
girls wearing revealing clothes as we see in movies. I reached home. He opened
the door. He was surprised and had a big smile on his face. The smile proved
that he was alone and not with those bitches I was expecting. I entered his
house. He closed the door. I wished him Happy Birthday, hugged him and kissed
him. He was stinking in his mouth. I laughed and said go brush your teeth. He
smiled and went away. As soon as he went away, I quickly removed all my clothes
to change, as I had brought some nice sexy clothes and lingerie for added fun. I
quickly wore the lingerie. And then wore absolutely short denim shorts with a
cleavage and belly revealing top. Alok was taking time in washroom. So I
arranged the cake and the gift. on the table. Suddenly I got a negative feeling
and ran away towards washroom to ask Alok, "Is someone going to come? I mean I
am with you. I hope, it will not create problem?" He replied, "No dear, its
absolutely safe." He came out of the washroom. He had a big smile on his face
with his eyebrows raised up. He came near to me. Now check the smell. And hold
ed me tight and kissed. It was mint smelling from his mouth. Wow it was amazing.
He was into very deep kissing. I had to stop him and said, "I hope you remember
your limits?" I knew that today, he can cross all the limits but still had to be
a surprise. He replied, "Unfortunately I do remember my limits." I showed him
the cake and the gift and wished him again, "HAPPY BIRTHDAY" He quickly picked
up the gift which I didn't want him to. Whats in this? That was his question. I
replied, later and asked him to cut the cake first. I lighted the candle and we
took a few photographs of cake and ourselves. It was a bit risky to take my
photographs because of the attire I was in but for Alok , anything. Then he cut
the cake. And offered me, I ate. Now it was my turn to give him the cake. I took
the cake in hand and put it in my mouth and took close to his mouth. He took the
cake in his mouth and kissed me and also finished the cake. I then said, "OK.
Now check the gift." He said, "No. I want to have all of this chocolate cake in
similar way." I said, "Enough. Now open the gift. There is also a chocolate for
you." He started opening the box. First he removed the wrapper and opened the
box. He found one more box. He saw at me and smiled, he opened the second and
found the third, he smiled again. He opened the third and found fourth. The
smile reduced. He kept on doing this and reached the small box in the end. He
was excited as well as frustrated. He opened the last box and found three
packets of condom. He saw at them for a few second and laughed very loudly. I
also laughed with him. He got silent asked me, "Are you sure?" I was feeling shy
and my eyes went down. He came near me, lifted my face and kissed me. I stopped
him and said, "Thank You." He asked me why. I said, "For understanding my
problem and not going beyond your limit and at the same time maintaining the
relationship with no complaints. I Love You." He replied, "See you are very
sexy. You are damn hot. And I proposed you first just to have fun with your
bloody breasts but now I love you more than your body." This flattered me. This
made me in love with him again. I hugged him. He praised me but I realised, how
good he is. We came back again and started kissing again. Kisses were very deep.
We wanted to enter each others mouth actually. We were very close. It was a
hugging kiss. He separated. He bent down a bit and lifted me into his arms. That
was a surprise for me. He carried me to his room.
He threw me on the bed. He also jumped on the bed. He hugged me again in
sleeping position and was kissing me all over again. We both parted and sat on
our knees. He wanted to remove my top. I helped him and removed. By the time, he
removed his t shirt. He quickly kissed my cleavage. He got what he wanted. He
was very aggressive. He was playing with my lingerie also. He was pressing my
boobs. His presses were making me really horny. I can not express how I was
feeling. I was moving my hands all over his upper part of the body. Feeling his
back and chest through my hands and body was good. He was not very hairy. He had
a good physique. He was sucking all over my breasts and he then removed the
lingerie. He said, "Wow" and went on to suck my right breast. Initially he was
sucking the whole mountain and then he tried to conquer the tip, i.e. my nipple.
He was giving a great time to my breasts. He was kissing them, sucking them,
licking them, biting them and pressing them. That was amazing and I was pressing
his head harder over my breasts. Once we achieved partial satisfaction of
breasts, we moved down. I removed his lowers, which he was wearing. It was big.
No, I had not yet seen his cock. But the bulge showed that, it was big. I
removed his undies as well. It just sprung out. And he was watching his cock, I
was watching his cock and his cock was watching me. Amazing. I went down and
took it my mouth. Initially I just took a little bit, I was confused. But
slowly, I started sucking it. It was very nice. He stopped me for a second and
slowly pulled the skin of his cock back. I again sucked it, concentrating more
on the head, which was a little bit wet and was shining. It tasted better than
the cock with skin. I sucked it for a few seconds. Then he turned and acquired
position 69. He opened the buttons of the shorts. And tried, pulling them down.
I was on top of him, so he somehow removed them. He again said, "Wow" and
touched my thighs. He kissed them a little bit and then removed the panties as
well. He then started licking pussy(now it is pussy and no more a vagina). He
was licking them from top. He tried inserting fingers but it was really tight.
So he started rubbing the pussy area and above it. He was kissing also. he
withdrew his cock from my mouth and turned me on the bed. I was lying on the bed
facing skywards. He went down and kissed and licked my pussy. He got the pack of
condoms. He asked me "Do you know how to use it?" It was first time for both of
us. I said no. He checked the packet and read instructions and applied it on his
cock. I noticed one thing, his cock had got a bit smaller when he was distracted
to check the way of using the condom. But when he was putting the condom on, it
got normal, I mean abnormal, He asked me, "Ready?" I said, "Yes" He inserted
cock in missionary position. He had trouble inserting it. It was not going in.
He applied some force, I shouted, "FUCK. OOOOOO" He still applied force, I was
feeling the pain, and was shouting but he kept on applying force and his cock
almost went inside. He then started moving. As the moves were increasing, I was
coming back to normal. I slowly started responding. Though, I was not in a
position, where I could respond but still, I was trying to move a bit. He was
pushing up and down. I noticed that his cock was fully inside my pussy. And his
cock was banging deep inside my pussy. Feeling was amazing, a feeling, I might
not forget even till last breath of my life. His thighs stomach was banging my
thighs. His balls were banging my lower pussy and ass area. The speed was
increasing. He was banging me. He was fast. In between, he removed, the speed, a
little bit and came down and kissed me. And then sucked my breasts. He then
holded both my breasts and increased the speed. I was moaning. He was also
moaning, but my voice was very audible.
We carried on like this for sometime and then he got tired, so he came down on
bed from sideways and i was also on sideways position, facing each other. Though
we didn't want to separate during this procedure, but is cock slipped out and he
inserted it again. This time, there was no pain,. Rather there was pain of
pleasure. He was pushing up and up. i was pushing down down and down. We changed
this position soon, as I was not enjoying a lot in this. We turned again,and
this time he was down and I was at top. The cocks didn't sip but, I
intentionally did allow the cock to come out because last time, I enjoyed when
cock entered the pussy. I guided the cock inside my pussy. It was amazing. I was
pushing up and down. he was relaxing on the bed and, I was doing extra efforts.
While, I was going up and down, his cock went out as my orgasm sprinkled all
over his tummy. It was a shower. I inserted again and went up and down. After
getting the feel of my orgasm, he also started moving up and down. After some
time, I again got an orgasm and was not able to stay on my knees. Alok, withdrew
his cock, and turned me again. We came back to missionary position. I was
frequently getting orgasm. When we got in missionary position, he gained his top
speed, he fucked very hard for a few seconds or a few minutes. Meanwhile, I
attained another orgasm. It didn't matter him and kept fucking me. After some
time he removed his cock and removed the condom. I was satisfied.
He got his cock near my mouth. And started masturbating. Initially, I was moving
his cock up and down very fast but that was not enough. He took his cock in his
hand started moving cock up and down and shot a load. I say shot, because, he
was holding his cock around my chin and his load travelled all the way to to my
hairs. I wanted to taste the cum. I wasted no time and took some cum from my
forehead and around my cheeks and put it in my mouth. He pushed his cock in my
mouth, I licked it clean. He kissed me. I stood up and saw that bed sheet was
red. It was my blood. I realised the pain but didn't realise the blood. I
travelled to the washroom to clean myself, as it was very difficult to handle. I
took a quick shower to clean the cum and blood from my pussy and came out. Alok
was lying on the bed. I also jumped on the bed and got in a very romantic
position with him. He kissed me and asked, "Did you enjoy?" I said, "Yes. Did
you?" He said, "Yes. And promise on my birthday that we will make love at least
once a week." I said, "Just once a week? I want a break up." He smiled and
said,"What happened Monica? A girl who didn't like his boy friend even touching
his boobs, wants to get fucked by him so frequently." I shied. We stayed in each
others arms for sometime and fell asleep. After a couple of hours, we woke up
and did one more round of sex and then I went to home.
Now we have a very good sex life. Now we have had sex at his home, my home,
hotel rooms, car, car parking, washrooms, college, highways, farms and even in a
truck. My mom has never asked me to go through such stupid check ups. These
days, I feel my life is like a Hindi movie, in which all problems have solved
suddenly and husband-wife are living happily ever after. You can mail your
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