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Hi Desi Papa
Friends. This is Rajveer welcoming all Desipapa friends. This story I am writing
as my confession to you all & you have to decide that what ever happened , was
my mistake , should I have avoided ? Should I have done wrong? You all have to
decide . Some times certain things happened in your life which you do not have
any control & they just happened without any notice & makes you think that why
we are so weak & cannot have control on ourselves .Your views are welcomed at
raj_rajloveforyou@yahoo.co.in
RAKESH was
my friend from last 15 years. We both are from Indore . Usually we met at his
place. Because he was living in his own big house . Mostly we spend Saturdays
evenings at his home, watching movies & cracking jokes & having some drinks
RAKESH family has not too big, his wife Neeti and a small baby of two years. My
regular visit made me there like a family member..
One Saturday
I went to met RAKESH . I rang a bell. Neeti opened the door, she recived me
eagerly. Neeti asked me to sit in a living room. There was no one at home. I
asked about RAKESH. Neelti told me that he has gone to the market to buy some
vegetables. Neeti asked me the tea and before my answer she went to kitchen. She
came back very soon with a tray of tea. She took the tray on the table and sat
on the same sofa where I was. She was making tea for me and also for herself
soon. She smiled and told me that I was waiting for you , She was wearing a
black colored shilwar, low-neck qamiz with a red rose dupata. Her reddish color
was shining in that. She never used cloths like this; usually she used casual
dress at home.
We were
talking on every topic, Her husband, children, my family etc. She raise and went
to on the TV. She came back and sat very close to me even I can smell her body
fragrance. We were talking and watching. Suddenly I felt her hand touched my
fingers. I couldn’t believe it. Initially I thought it happened by mistake but
when I looked at her eyes , she was staring at me .And then she started
pressing it. I was shocked and became nervous. I removed my hand from that place
and went outside . She too became very embarrassed . We didn’t spoke for a while
and then she told me that she wants to talk me some important issue. Yes, why
not anytime you may talk it. Once She became calm. I asked her I am waiting.
She told me
stammering that she loves me . I wondered to see and listen this. I keep silent
because I have nothing to say. I glanced her with surprisingly. Is She was
dodging me? And hang down her head in shame. Then she put her head on my
shoulder and said that she is helpless to keep it more secrets from me. Because
she couldn’t tolerate it more. I asked her that from when she feels like this?
She replied that from the first day whenever she saw me. And with this she burst
into tear and saying Don’t with draw your favor from me. I am really helpless. .
I consoled her in confusion . I was not able to decide how to react but
unknowingly my fingers went into her hairs and in consoling mode. I asked her
what happened . She broke in tears & said I DO NOT LOVE RAKESH . I was shocked
to listen to what she was saying . I know rakesh from a ver long time . He is
working in a bank drawing good salary . He is short highted about 5’ 5’’ a
little dark complexion. Average built , not too smart , lives a simple life . he
is not too ambitious & happy whats ever he has . He has his own house not
sponsored by anyone & made it with his own & banks funds & made it in a nice
manner . He is simple , shy but a good human being .
And now I
thought about her on that point, which I had never thought earlier. She was
utmost pretty and was in her mid youth of 32. Her complexion is whitish and had
a long black hair. She kept herself fitted and was very slim with an average
height, and God has given her a beauty which is remarkable . she has lovely
breast and hips. Her breast and hips are sexy & have superb curves .she has thin
waist She has a big black eyes. Her lips were rosy and were just like a wine
cup.
I asked her
why is it so that you do not love Rakesh ? I was highly confused what is wrong
in Rakesh ? She looked in my eyes and said that from the day Rakesh came to see
her she did not liked her but due to her parents pressure , looking at his
stability they can not afford to loose him . Oh I said . She tpld me that she
was in love with a boy in his class who was tall , handsome & very attractive .
And after the marriage I agreed to my destiny & tried to console my self that
one cannot have every thing in the life . She said that she forgot every thing &
tried her best to settle in her life & then I came in her life . she said that
when she saw me her desires took over her as I have all the qualities which she
has always admired . I am tall 6’ 1’’ white complexion , handsome & talks freely
. In the mean time My hand were moving on her waist while she clung to me tight.
But Neeti have you ever taught about this relation? As you know better that we
both are married and have children. Yes, why not more than many times. But love
is blind it doesn’t see. What I should I do? I don’t care of my family but I
don’t want disturb your life because I love you. By that time I did not control
myself to love her. I put my lips on her rosy lips and she responded eagerly
starving. As she has already clung to her breast and me were pressing to me very
tightly. She was really so soft like silk. My arms were also around her waist
taking her. We were kissing with warmth of affection. I was rubbing gently her
waist. And then my hand came to her breast under her armpit. She slipped away
little to give way to my hand as she pressed very tight to me. And it was a
signal from her that she is ready for anything. . But , then suddenly I thought
about my wife , my children & more ever my friend RAKESH who was very close to
me & is like my brother. How can I cheat them ? What will happen if he comes to
know? It will ruin every thing . It will ruin my friendship & faith . And then I
took that decision , I cannot do that & I pushed Neeti away & said , Neeti this
is wrong we can not do that . We both have our families & children & how can we
betray them . I can not do that & boldly I ran away from her house .
I came home
breathing heavily, my wife gave a glass of water & asked what happened , I said
nothing & just I am not feeling good & then went to my room & tried to sleep .
But sleep never came , from that day every night I keep on thinking that day’s
happening . I was disturbed , I was not able to focus on any thing , my work ,
my daily routines got disturbed & it has started showing on my face . My
colleagues , my family kept on asking , what happened to me. But what I can
explain them & I kept mum. This way a week passed & then one day my friend
RAKESH called me up . Where are you ? He asked. I said I was busy . He said that
it has been long we did not have drinks & asked me to come to his house tonight.
I refused & said it may not be possible today. But he forced me & finally I
agreed to come to his house but we will go out side at some restaurant . He
agreed.
I reached
his house a little late at around 9 pm . He was waiting for me & he has madea
drink for himself . I told him to go out but he said that your bhabhi has made
some excellent chilli chicken & lets have it , I was confused but what can I do
? In the mean time Neeti came from kitchen & said namaste. I can see that the
happiness has gone from her face too . My friend poured some whisky in a glass
with some water, ice & soda. We said cheers & started our drinks. The chilli
chicken was fantastic & better than from any restaurant . I told RAKESH that he
is lucky to have wife like Neeti. He laughed & said that I too am lucky to have
a friend like me . Neeti was sitting in front of us & was taking mango juice. I
offered her chicken which she refused, I forcibly gave one piece to her & she
tasted a small part of it & kept it aside. I asked RAKESH what happened to her .
He said I don’t know as she in same mood from last one week , may be she is not
feeling well. But, I was aware what happened a week’s back . suddenly , Neeti
went back to kitchen & RAKESH too got up for Loo. I was alone behind them & then
Neeti came with a surprise. She hit me on my face & was in anger. RAKESH asked
from the loo , what happened. I said nothing just the plate fell off. Neeti was
still standing in front of me & was silent.But her eyes were asking many
questions. She was asking how dare I can leave her alone that day , was there
any thing wrong with her , I don’t know what she wants to ask but her eyes,her
face was telling everything. Meantime, I can hear RAKESH coming out from the
loo.She went back to the kitchen & then she did not appeared till our drinks are
complete. It was almost 11 pm when I asked him that I am leaving now. RAKESH
called up Neeti, but she said she is not well . RAKESH said sorry & then I went
back home.
Next day at
around 2 in the after noon I received call from Neeti that she wanted to meet me
urgently . I asked her what happened. She told me that she will tell once I meet
her. I said ok , I will come at & Pm after I finished my work . After finishing
my job I thought of going to her house. I called up RAKESH’s house to know
wheather RAKESH is at home . She said that he is at home & has gone for a bath.
I was relieved , I went to RAKESHs house & rang the door bell. It was neeti who
opened the door. I asked her where is RAKESH. She said that she lied to me that
RAKESH is at home & actually he has gone to Ujjain to meet some client & will
come late night. I saw that her baby was in sound sleep . I asked her what
happened & why did she called me . She did not uttered any thing & was looking
straight into my eves. I was feeling a bit nervous . I asked her again what
happened. Suddenly she started weeping . She was crying like a baby & I was not
sure what to do. But she kept on crying & then I sat besides her & asked her
again what happened . She was chocking , she started crying more & started
saying sorry , sorry, sorry, sorry & she put her face on my laps. She was
continuously saying sorry-sorry to me . I asked agaian why she is saying sorry
to me. She said she is sorry because she hit me that day. I tried to laugh &
said for this small reason she is saying sorry to me. She said , I donot know
what happened that day & why she hit me. I slowly lifted her face & kissed on
her fore head & said I am all yours . Listening this she started kissing me
madly, she kissed me ever where on my face & was unstoppable . I lifted her face
& parted kiss on her lips. She pushed me on the sofa & sat on me &gave a kiss
on my cheeks.
She lifted
her face & asked me why I went away that day. I told her the whole picture. She
was listening with great interest & then she said, I know we have our own
families & we can not leave them but she loves me & can not control her
feelings. If I ignore her she will go mad. I told her that I too am going thru
the same phase & may go mad . later on she kept her head on my shoulders &
emberassed me tightly & we just sat for an hour looking at each other faces &
giving small kisses . After that I went back home & kept on thinking , Am I
doing right , Am I not betraying my friend ? The more I think the more I get
tensed & I ended up taking a glass of whiskey & came outside to my garden &
tried to be relaxed. My wife was observing all these things , she came closer to
me & asked what happened Janu , does some thing happened in your office ? I
looked at her & thought how innocent is she . How much she cared about me & what
I am doing . I felt guilty & gave her a hug & said that nothing has happened &
then we went for a dinner outside .We went for a costliest hotel & my wife was
little surprised to know the reason. But how she will be able to know that I am
cheating her & is in love to our best family friends & the costly dinner is just
a bribe . after that few more days passed but I was not able to justify my job &
all the time I was thinking of her , my friend , my family & did not came to any
conclusions what to do. I even stopped talking to my friend & he regularly gives
me a phone call & asked me the reasons why im not coming to his house.
One evening
after about a month of that episode , neeti & my friend came to my house . He
complains to my wife that I am not meeting him from a long time . My wife too
asked the reason but some how I managed by saying that these days there is heavy
pressure of work in my office. During the whole evening neeti kept almost mum &
kept on staring at me . I felt embarrassed & then I took my friend to the lawn
for having whiskey . some where in between my friend went inside kitchen to have
some ice & chicken & she came in front of me . she asked why are you ignoring
her , what is her fault , is loving some one a crime & kept on asking many
questions & I was dumb strucked . I got relief when my frind came with Ice &
chicken & then discussions stopped. While they were making a move She again got
some time to say that she will wait for me tomorrow afternoon .
Mext after
noon I was in office & was thinking what to do & then I finally decided to end
this issue for once for all . I took leave from my office & went to her house .
She was waiting for me . she was in a very sexy Blue colored stars saree with
sexy low cut blouse .She was wearing very high heeled sandals & she was looking
vey very sexy . I sat in her drawing room & asked her to sit in front of me . I
thought I will stop this but I cannot took my eyes foo from her as she was
looking so hot & at the same time very simple. She was smiling . I tried to
ignore her but she was looking directly towards me & suddenly I got up & like a
wild animal lifted her in my arms & took her to the bedroom & spang her on the
bed . she was giving a wild & naughty looks . She looked up at me, and said, I
am all yours & be easy but I told her that this my way of making love.you have
disturbed me a lot & today is my day to make you disturb forever . I grabbed her
saree & with a single stroke removed her saree roughly . I rubbed her tits. She
moaned when I squeezed her boob and showed her response to bitten my lips. Her
tits were so cute and firm and I was rubbing and squeezing it. She was kissing
me passionately. She gave her tongue in my mouth. I was kissing her mouth parted
and my tongue entered into her cavity. I stop it and asked her. Neeti: are you
right? I don’t know she replied. But now we can not stop go ahead. My hand moved
down towards her belly. I tried to enter my hand in her peticot but couldn’t
found space there because of its tightness; she took her hand behind to lose her
petocot and unzipped it. I entered my hand in under her peticot and caress her
belly up and down. I touched her navel it was too sexy. My hand reached to her
breast but her blouse was barrier between my hand and flesh of her tit.I tore
her blouse & stripped her bra . Now her hot breast was in my hand .I pressing
it softly. At last I remove her peticot all over up. Her alluring navel and
breast were now visible totally to me. She has a full size milky white breast
with a brownish areola, which gave her tit a charming touching. I put my mouth
first on it naval and inserted my tongue in it and licked it then my mouth went
to her breast. I kissed, licked and sucked them one by one. By this they became
so hard and her nipples became erected. She was moaning deeply. She was kissing
and licking my neck. My hand was moving on her belly and reached to her pussy. I
was creasing it. Oh what a ravishing pussy she had. It was recently shaved and
was shinning due to its whiteness. She spread her thighs little wide. I kissed
it very soft. My cock was now in its full erection and can not waited more. I
took her hand and put it on my prick. She massaged it gentile, than she opened
my pant and pulled out my cock. She was creasing it. Touching of her soft hand
made my cock throb all the more.
I Never had
my cock felt so hard. ... She opened her leg wide little up and exposed her
cunt. I took my on member her hole and rub it against her clit. Which was
erected like a solid rock by now. . Her cunt lips were thick and pink. It was a
beauty to watch. Rubbing her clit with my member made love juices started to
flow from her cunt in abundance wetting her thighs. I knew that this fuck was
going to be the best that I had ever had. As I leaned toward her she guided my
cock into her. The head of my dick touched that hot wet pussy and I wanted to
drive every inch into her on the first thrust. And I did. I pushed my cock a few
inches into her wetting cunt. It was so warm and soft. And then I did not
control my cock and inserted it with full stroke in her. She screamed loudly.
And said Please little gently. And she deeply moaned. I saw in her eyes full of
joy. She was squirming on the sofa and her hands were massaging my neck. I took
her hand and placed it under my balls. She played with my balls with one hand
and was massaging my ass with the other. I was sucking her nipple.She was making
loud voices & I can feel that how much she is enjoying. She had holded my back
strongly & pushing my back as if she is saying give me more , give me more . My
cock had already traveling in and out in her pussy. She was cooperating fully.
And with every stroke of mine she was raising her hip to meet my thrusts. She
was whispering in my ear love me, love your wife, I am all yours .
I swore that
no one has touched my body except you in my life. I don’t want illegitimate
relation with you. I admit you as my husband. I am and I will be your wife. As
she became accustomed to my size she pushed up with even more force and I pushed
into her even harder forcing her cunt, my balls slapping her ass. We did it more
than twenty minutes. I felt her cunt muscles contract around my cock and I
continued stroking very slowly while she came in dither. And finished her final
orgasmic shudder, I was also to coming, I asked her that weather I cum out. She
said no, no cum inside let and me feel you I am your wife not whore. This gave
more excitement and I pulled my whole cock out from her cunt and then slammed
into her with brutal force one last time, and filled her cunt with my cum .ooh
god, you are so good and so deep I said. You not less. Lastly I kissed on her
forehead, bit on her tits. We lay on each other for another 10 minutes. She
asked me to lets go her to washroom. She raised and cleaned me by her bra and we
went to bathroom where she washed herself and me. We came back from the wash
room and I sat on the sofa took her hand dragged her into my lap. She wrapped
her arms around me and looks it in my eyes with love. She said this is my dream
of life to lay in your lap. We kissed each other for a long. Then she went to
kitchen to make tea that I demanded. I went to kitchen behind her, where she was
preparing the tea. I caught her from back. She didn’t move. I caught her breast
from behind and pushed her towards me close. My cock was now again erected & we
made love again till evening until we were exausted & did not had energy to do
more . Then we took tea in living room in each other arms. And I left her in her
home after a long hug and kiss. Now she always says that me that she has two
husbands. I still love her. She says that it will be continue for ever .We
maintained the highest secrecy levels & we are still in love but I always feel
guilt whenever I talk to Rakesh.
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